Saturday Afternoon Patio Meditation

The way those leaves fall on the branches, they form the outline of a donkey's face...I wonder if I sit here next weekend if I can still make out the donkey's face?...I will be sad when those leaves fall off and the donkey disappears...Oh well, that's life...ashes to ashes...I wonder if the clouds are in any recognizable shapes...Oh, there are no clouds today...clear skies...That girl looks nice...I wonder if she's interesting...That's a cute family...I wonder if I'll ever have one...Maybe...Maybe not...Maybe I'm the kind of girl who doesn't decide to join the party until the party is over...Nah, I'll join the party...What if I'm the kind of girl who will never have the special things in life...shitty...but possible...Maybe I'd suck at it anyway...What will I do with my spare time?...Mourn not having the special things, most assuredly...I need a beer...There isn't any...I can go to the store...Wow, that really looks like a donkey's face...I wonder if anyone else could make out that donkey's face...I don't want to go to the store...but I really would like a beer...Am I meditating?...Shit! Now that I've thought about it, I'm no longer meditating...I'm going to the store.